Favorite Band or Musician: Savage Garden
Favorite TV
show: CSI
Favorite movie: Queen of the Damned
Favorite book: TOO MANY
I love movies, they are just one of
my favorite things to do, I also write, and I have to say that listening to music is a large part of my life as well. Reading,
cooking, and partying are just a few other things that I like to spend my time doing.
I have a full time job as a
ISP Tech, and love the job.I make decent pay, and its a really nice work environment.
I am a graduate from Sullivan
University, which I am extremely proud of. I want to thank everyone that helped me to get where I am today cause without you
I would not have come as far as I have gone and I know that I will cont. to grow and expand.
Ok here is a little about me that some of you may not know.
I was born in Cleveland, TN a small town a few miles north
of GA. Cleveland was small town that was highly Christian (they might as well call it the bible belt) in all honesty the number
of churches out numbered the amount of restaurants.
When I was little I remember that there was something different
about me. I didn't know what it was at that time, but I did know that I was more comfortable around girls than I was boys.
When recess would come around I was always playing with the girls on the jungle gym
as the boys would throw football or play baseball. Often times if where not playing on the slide, jungle gym, or see-saw,
I would be having a blast on the swing set.
As I grew older I started to realize what is was that made me differ from all the other
boys. I was gay (and where I grew up it wasn't very accepted). I think I first started to become aware when a friend of mine
introduced me to adult movies. I realized that I was concentrating on the guy over the girl, and really like what I saw.
Now don't get me wrong I had girlfriends, but it just never went anywhere. I was very
uncomfortable holding hands, kissing, and would have never thought about having relations with one.
Then came the experimentation stage with a really good friend of mine thats when I found
out that I was 100% gay. From there I went to dating a guy in my high school who was a friend throughout most of my school
years. I feel head over heels with him, and wanted nothing more than a life together, well turns out he was Bipolar and for
any of you out there who have dated anyone that is bipolar is quite stressful. One minute they love you to death and the other
they are so mad at you, and don't have a reason for it; along with his bipolar disorder came a sex addiction he cheated on
me several times. Finally I couldn't take it anymore and ended the whole thing, with a broken heart.
I then moved to Louisville, and went to school which started my adult life. Soon I left
the con finds of "student housing" and lived in my own apartment. Talk about freedom it was wonderful. during the time I moved
to Louisville, and the present I had had boyfriends.
After so many times of being hurt, and getting stepped on and used I thought that I
would never find someone that would really love me (actually I was beginning to think that love was something that I imagined
and I was never going to feel that way about another person again). Well that wasn't the case after going on dates it seemed
hopeless that I would find someone that is right for me (don't get me wrong it makes me sounds like i have high standards,
I don't have any higher standards than the next person), and I though that I was never going to get the chance again or that
I was numb to love.
Well then came a very nice boy (I'm a Virgo and so is he), which by the way neither
of us was looking for anything more than friendship when we met. We had meet through a local website and started chatting
well we met and talked, well it was like instant polar attraction between us (or a least for me). We talked for four hours
straight with out stopping, and to me that was very amazing, only because sit hard to find a person that can talk just as
much as I can, and not run out of things to say.
Not only did he have that on his side but talk about HOT this boy is HOT!! So we started
go on on dates and just had a blast, and let me tell you those dates where amazing. He was such a charmer, a gentleman, and
a romantic. I was so excited to see a man that had wonderful manors; he even opened the door for me (AW!, and still does).
Well now that we are officially Boyfriends, and I have fallen deeply in love with
him. He is so special to me. He has taken my heart that I have freely given to him. He is the sweetest boy I have ever met,
and is so genital in everything he does. I feel so relaxed when we are together, I feel as if I have known him my entire
life. Each day we are together I fall more and more in love with this beautiful boy when I see him standing there he just
takes my breath away, and sometimes he even leaves me speechless.
Heres a story: One night as I was laying down for bed he calls me and tells me to look
outside my door because he has a surprise for me. So I do, and there sits on my doorstep sits three pink roses, my heart stopped.
This is the first boy to ever leave flowers on my doorstep. Oh, if he had been there I would have kissed him so deeply.
Its funny what the small things can do for a person, they meant the world to me. He is so amazing, I am happy that I can truly
openly care for. I love him very much!
